I need a lot of help with this one!

Ok, so let me start by saying God is great. I've started some past posts on a negative point and ended positive, so this time i'm going to start positive and see where it takes me.

Let me start by first admitting that I am genuinely scared right now. At about 1:30pm today i got a call from a Legal agency that brought up a name i really wish i could erase from my memory. For anyone of you who know the situation, I was trying to do a good thing and help someone out that was in need....I got screwed, and lost out on some money. I've slowly gotten to a place where I'm ok with it and I'm moving past it......Until today, I get called by a legal agency saying that Jack Weight has defrauded a business and oh so conveniently used my name and number as a reference for whatever happened. So they said it would be in my best interest to contact him and tell him to call them, and if he doesnt then it's going to become my legal issue. Well this isnt exactly advice that I want to hear when Im trying to move on and learn from my past.

- I dont understand how i can be held responsible for someone just stealing my name and number, but it's still scary, i admit.

I'm really trying my best to just give it to God and pray about it but i would really appreciate all your prayers as well. Just pray that this goes away and that God calms my spirit and gives me an assurance that He is going to handle it.

I realize that when we make bad decisions, God sometimes lets us go so that we hit our bottom or at least realize its not working without Him, for me this was last semester. I went through a lot and it has brought be back to where i want to be, and continuing to grow if very important to me now. I just don't understand why God allows stuff like this to happen at times in our lives where we seem to be on the edge of something. I know He promises that he'll never give us more than we can bare, but it's so hard to believe because so many times it feels like more than i can. I'm really trying to practice faith and trust right now, and its hard, i'll admit. I really do know and believe that God is in control, I just honestly cant comprehend why he would bring this Jack thing back into my life right now, with so many other issues on my plate. I really feel like i learned my lesson and was growing from it, and then I get smacked with this. I don't want to doubt God because He clearly knows way more than me...I just wish i had more wisdom, to understand at least some of His ways.

Please please please pray that this would just Go away. I would really rather just put this behind me, especially when i feel like i have dealt with my consequences and im growing. I don't know if this is Satan trying to throw my past back in my face and knock me off track, or I don't know if this is God really pushing me to the brink to try and get me to give up all my trust. I dont know, and there are few things more frustrating in the world than not knowing.

I need the help of my friends and family, just to be praying my name doesnt get dragged through the dirt anymore by this douchebag and I can start to reestablish this part of my life. I know God is in control and I do want to put all my trust in Him. Just keep me in your prayers, even just for a short second. God has the power to do anything and I know he'll take care of everything.


thats really it for today, im not really in much of a giving wisdom, or making people laugh mood today. I love you all and i appreciate you taking time to read this and pray. I can't thank you enough.

peace,
Jordan